～Continued from the previous blog～
So, what did we learn from this “God”, and how did we learn it?
It’s not the same for each person.
Gods (parents/adults) whom you put your life in the hands are different from others.
However, the existence we had worshiped as god was not omniscient and omnipotent.
When they are feeling good they are in high glee.
When they are feeling bad
they raise their hand against you, pinch you,
they physically punish and commit verbal violence; baring their feelings and calling it upbringing,
utter growling voice,
they utter in a growling voice,
fight with other god(wife/husband),
don’t care you for some reason.
drink and rage,
storm with knife or something.
put you in dark place, or eject you to dark night
To crown all, they say “I shouldn’t have given birth to you!”.
Of course, we are grateful to them having raised us,
but what they taught us was installed in our brand new baby brains,
and it was ingrained in deep and deep into our cells .
Normally, we die without realizing this.
We go through life for decades living according to this information, ingrained in us at birth.
‘What is learned in the cradle is carried to the grave‘ is certainly well said.
To be continued